Relatable Madness Ensues...

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.

This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers (via beatboxgoesthump)

This is really beautiful.

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Dollhouse 2x13

Adelle: You’re not coming back?

Topher: Small price to pay… I didn’t want to cause any more pain

Adelle: You don’t have to do it, you know? At least not alone.

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Shelves

As I sit upon this sober shelf
I reflect on my butterfly effect.
Tiny ripples causing torrents of water
To destroy me, wear me down
then waves recede and leave me
Different, changed.
Smoother and still with rough edges.
Still questions unanswered
However these quandaries are somehow
Smaller, less distinct and arduous
Than I ever thought before.
So it’s time to put you away.
Back onto the shelf you called your perch.
So that you can be loved by someone
Someone better and truer than I.
Someone that won’t put you back on your shelf,
Instead, a being that will make that shelf their home.
You’re back on your shelf and me… I’m just trying to make it off the forgotten floor.

Walking Dead

Regret hits my heart

With the impact

Of a thousand bullets

Leaving me a zombie.

If only I’d been

Decapitated instead.

Apathy created this

Abomination.

A shell who once

Loved so great,

Now remains only

The walking dead.

My humanity lies

Dormant, deep.

I can feel it inside

But you were my cure

And I ate your heart.

My salvation, my love

Gone, sent away.

To save another.

You were my superhero

And I was your

Unintentional antagonist.

Fighting the waves of love

With my numbed consciousness.

So I wander this wasteland

Of my neurons

An apocalypse that

Destroyed all good

In me, in we.

All I want is

For you to see, truly.

Not what I became

But what I know I can be,

Not just for you

But for me, on my knees

I beg you, please

Look at the possible reality.

Sail On

Being the mature one,

Only ever gets more difficult.

As we learn of our inner heart,

What we feel body and soul.

We understand more and more,

How full we are of holes.

When we know it can’t go on,

Even if that’s all we want.

Because you are you,

Its a hard thing to change.

A life unconsidered,

No idea what page

We fall on or if we even

Read the same volume.

These texts have no appendix.

Or reference; blank pages

Give way to experience.

These lines write themselves,

We just interpret them.

And go with the flow

Like Mulan on the river

It’s a cold truth,

Can’t help but shiver.

But we chart our own course

On these open seas

I know I cant get back

Even if I ask please.

So I carry on into the dark,

Of this stormy night, alone.

Knowing that one day,

I might just find a port,

Or a way to live,

So that you could see.

The problem, our issues.

They no longer encumber me.

But that safety is far away,

Sunrise means a new day,

But I’m stuck in this current.

Rocked by waves.

Wish I could see shore

Wish there was an easy answer.

If only I could see it all.

But these maps don’t exist

We can only persist.